..Hubby Ku Bising Lagiii..

Pagi nie mmg aku sampai awal.. (7.44 a.m. to office) but still lambat according to my hubby.. ya of course.. coz dia nyer off hr start at 8.00.. :D.. After drop our baby at my mom's.. dengan mata pandang ke depan dan seriusnyer .. dia pok-pek² ler tegur aku.. Apa lagi.. terkeluar ler aku muker Alyaa mencebek.. menahan raser.. aku nie mmg cepat teraser.. tetambah kalau hubby aku yg tegur.. :((

Bukan aper.. org laki nie kadang tak paham.. we.. women had lots to think in our head.. sebelum masuk tido.. berangkai² mender nak buat.. nak disettlekan.. nak lipat baju.. nak kutip baju kotor.. nak sediakan baju baby.. nak siapkan baby.. nak buat itu.. nak buat ini.. sampai kadang² raser maser 24 jam tu tak cukup utk satu hari.. aku laks jenis cam sumer mender harus disettlekan hari tu juga.. aku tak suka tangguh² buat keje.. tapi dgn baby yg always win my attention.. tak terurus rumah dibuatnyer.. kuar pagi balik malam.. (coz kena singgah umah mak amik baby dulu) Life is not as simple as yesterday.. needs more commitment.. need lots of adjustment... we women are really complicated.. our mind got lots of cabang..... kita tak selalu pk kan diri sendiri.. kita pk byk mender utk kemudahan dan kesejahteraan bersama.. kita kalau boleh nak menjadik penyelamat dunia... (sayangnyer tak mampu) We felt like the whole burden of the world is our responsibility... sometimes.. kita tak der maser utk diri sendiri.......

Thats y biler kengkadang kita tak berjaya jadik superwoman.. kita jadik celaru tak ketahuan hala.. pening.. and exhausted....~ Sometime we really seek our partner understanding.. without their understanding.. our world will becomes berpusing².. My hubby mmg rajin.. dia selalu tolong aku buat keje rumah.. cuma he is not like me.. to him esok masih ada.. but to me.. tomorrow may never comes.. so that.. always I'll stay back late just to settle those isy-bitsy things......... kalau tidak mata aku susah nak pejam.... tido pon susah nak lena.. biler ingatkan keje² rumah yg menambun.. bagi aku.. my home is my haven.. so I need to always keep the place tidy and cozy to be in.. to relax after a tiring day...

Abg.. I'm sorry for me of being late.. I'm not a superwomen.. I just an ordinary Sharifah Zurina.. Life is not as easy as it seems to be.. I just needs your support and understanding so that I can be the woman of your dream.........

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!!

I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!!

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love, I need just your love, I'm not your superwoman...

Karyn White - Superwoman