Am Still HeRe..!

Yaa.. Am still here.. kat opis nie.. supposely I stay home.. today is my due date.. yet I'm coming to work.. bukan buat aper sgt pon kat opis.. tapi kengkawan opis sumer cam takot² jer tgk aku.. as if I'm an explosive time bomb... bom jangka yg boleh meletup bila² maser.. dah 3 hari actually aku dtg keje.. aku MC tiga hari jer.. Khamis, Jumaat ngan Senin arituh.. on Tuesday aku dah masuk opis balik.. nak wat camner.. baby aku nie tadak tanda nak kuar.. dia suka dok dlm perut mummy nyer lelamer.. dia sayang nak tinggalkan umah pertama dia nie.. hmmm... Alyaa.. Alyaa.. Alyaa sayang sgt kat Mama eak.. sebab tu tanak berpisah dari Mama..

Senin aritu dah p final Checkup... aku buat kat HUKM coz incase aku nak banak kat saner.. aku kena at least buat sekali checkup... memandangkan aku datang sana pon maser kandungan aku dah pon masuk 37 minggu.. sib baik aku tadak komplikasi apa² so senang keje dorang.. so.. maser checkup tu.. doc tu anggarkan baby aku nie besar.. around 3.4 - 3.6.. ikhss.. besar sgt tu.. dah ler anak sulong.. takutnyer.. harap² jauh ler dari jangkaan dia tu.. diameter paler baby last scan.. about 8.8cm.. hmmm.. makin pk.. makin ngeri laks.. tapi aku kalau boleh nak cecepat deliver.. penat ooo bawak perut.. doc kata.. kalau aku masih tak der tanda² nak bersalin sampai hari Selasa nie.. Hari Rabu 14/6 aku kena admitted.. 15/6 aku akan di-induce.. coz overdue.. ikhsss.. owg kata induce tu pon sakit.. sebab pakser beranak.. pa per pon.. aku really hope that I'll give a normal delivery.. C-sect is my last choice..

Aku dah tak p keje naik LRT.. yerlaa.. maner ler tau dlm saat² tunggu hari nie.. tup² air ketuban pecah lam LRT.. masak aku.. ikhss.. musti femes satu Malaya.. :)) That's y hubby aku asyik sampai lewat jer opis.. antar aku ke opis dulu.. tu ler pasal.. harap² tak ler dia kena bambu ngan bos..


Dunno nak tulis mender dah.. only that pada sapa² yg pernah terguris perasaan halusnya ngan aku.. secara sedar atau di bawah sedar harap dapat ler dimaafkan aku insan biasa yg tak lepas dari melakukan kesilapan.. kadang² tak terniat di hati nie.. tapi maklumlarr.. hati manusia lain².. susah nak predict.. ada yg ok.. ada yg cepat teraser.. no hard feeling k..! Maner ler tau.. org kata pompuan nak banak nie nyawa umpama telur di hujung tanduk.. bertarung antara idup dan mati... ada umur kita jmp lagi... n please pray for me & my baby.....~!

..This Is What Called Love & Marriage..

A student asks a teacher: What is love?

The teacher said: in order to answer your question, goto the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big paddy, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field, he start to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted. So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person

The student asked: What is marriage then?

The teacher said: In order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.

The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfied, and came back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage.

Be courteous to all , but intimate with few , and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence.

tiMe 4 a LOnG LeAvE...

Quite a sleepy day today.. hmm.. today is my last day to office.. tomorrow I'll be taking my MC and stay at my mom's house.. I've already informed my boss regarding this.. and he already assigned K. Animah to replace me at my place.. well.. will be taking long leave after this.. MC till my baby is born.. ermm.. awal sgt ker aku amik cuti?? Starting tomorrow.. means bout 5 days b4 my due date which is on 8/6.. yelah nak jalan turun naik tangga LRT pon dah tak larat.. nak jalan naik bukit ker opis pon dah penat.. my movement is very slow.. lagipon lately Ady asyik balik lambat jer.. bz sungguh dia dgn tugas baru dia di tmpt baru.. kadang² lunch pon tak sempat.. sian tul papa Alyaa nie.. Harap² tak ler lamer sgt aku nak nunggu baby kuar.. byk laks MC aku nanti.. bukan aper.. MC is only 14 days per year.. so.. aku dah guna bout 2.5 days.. nak tambah 5 hari lagi.. dah 7.5days.. takot emergency nanti aku kena MC berbayar laks nanti..

Balik nie kitorang nak p klinik.. aku dah bagitau hubby aku awal².. nak buat check-up kat Metromedic for the last time.. coz aku risau takut my amniotic fluid leaking.. yelah dari cerita memember buat aku risau laks.. anak pertama nie byk perkara yg tak terjangka bleh berlaku.. coz kita tak pernah ada pengalaman..

Cerita demi cerita pengalaman kengkawan ngan kakak² opis yg dah pernah bersalin.. macam² ragam macam² dugaan.. macam² tips jgk yg aku terima.. nie blm citer dlm pantang nanti cemaner lagik.. ikhss.. byk sungguh pendapat.. itu ini yg boleh tak bleh makan.. yg peliknya camner dorang org zaman dedulu lebih terror dari ahli sains sekarang.. they try and error agaknya.. but diff person.. diff dia nyer acception on certain food what.. not everybody the same.. Apa² pon bagi aku.. yg rasa ok ekot.. yg pelik² tu terpulang nak follow or tak follow...

Tak sabar rasernyer nak upload gambar my darling little baby lam blog nie.. hopefully everything goes smoothly.. Semoga Allah permudahkan aku menghadapi saat² mendebarkan dan diberikan kekuatan ketika itu nanti...


Ok.. hopefully I'll still be jotting something interesting to share in this gonna be missed blog couple of months time.. sure there will be lots of stories to be written.................... Pray for me and my baby!!

Life is Not aS EZ As ExPeCteD!!

Yesterday.. was not a very happy day for both of us.. though I've noticed my salary was already in my account but yet we can't celebrate our special day together.. yaa.. kita hanya merancang.. Allah jua yg menentukan segalanya.. byk nor perkara yg tak best berlaku semalam.. I waited for my hubby anxiously at my mom's house.. but yet.. he was late coz of his inescapable work and one thing made it worst he lost his bike parking ticket.. which took him quite a great time to search for it whereby end up with a dead beat... uhhhh.. what a tragic day.. mungkin dah nasib.. mak kata itu petanda Tuhan tak kasik pegi.. hmm... nak tanak aku makan jer nasik yg mak goreng kat umah memandangkan keroncong perutku dah tak tertahan lagi.. My hubby life really miserable today.. sian dia.. instead of RM1.50 dia kena RM10.50 coz of that stupid parking ticket yg ilang.. what to do...

Aku dah tadak mood for the celebration.. n tried to control all my frustrated feeling.. I cannot blame him.. perkara² tak dijangka camnie bleh terjadi pada siapa saja.. coz kita manusia biasa.. Dia balik umah amik keta to fetch me at my mom house.. last² kitorang layan citer Prison Break kat umah mak jer.. abis citer tu jam dah pon pukul 11.30 mlm.. badan dah letih.. mata dah ngantuk.. lelambat balik kang parking laks tadak.. so.. we've both decided to postpone the celebration to end of this week.. Bad news yet not ended there.. balik umah dpt laks surat saman dari co. lamer laki aku.. just bcoz he did'nt completed his 1 month notice of resignation.. yelah dia blah awal 10 hari dari yg dinotiskan.. coz the new place need him immediately.. dunno what makes his former co. acted very hard on him.. they all antar surat suh bayar 1 month salary in leau.. wah².. geramnyerr haku... igt kita keje ngan dia for charity per.. tak lengkapkan 10 hari notis bleh tuntut sebulan gaji.. betul punya sadis nyer co. larrr... dah tak der keje kots.. byk nor maser nak buat memender nieh!! Tak bleh tgk org senang.. tak bleh tgk org maju.. tau nak menyusahkan kami yg dah sedia susah nie... ikhsss.. naper lar ada manusia camnie dlm dunia nie.. semalaman laki aku tak tido lena.. memikirkan menda nie lar punya pasal.. perkara nie mmg menganggu ketenteraman idup kami.. planning kami.. segala²nya.. takper.. org yg suka susahkan org lain.. mmg rezeki dia tak berkat.. sooner or later.. they get back what they give.............!!

Makin tension laks aku yg tunggu hari nak bersalin nieh ngan masalah² yg dtg tak diundang.. perasaan ghairah nak sambut org baru pon seakan lenyap dek situasi yg menekan... mmg lately my baby kerap keraskan badan.. tapi semalam tido aku tak sesesak hari² sblmnya.. aku dpt raser baby aku dah turun.. aku dah dpt bernafas dgn lega semalam tak seperti mlm² sblmnya.. and.. aku dpt rasakan yg masanya kian hampir.. so.. pegi opis arinie pon aku bawak bekal baju.. mana lar tau incase..

Well aku nak balik.. tak baper kerat jer tinggal kat opis skrg.. memember sumer dah balik... aku tulis jgk blog nie utk ringankan tekanan kat kepaler nieh......... at least cara nie buat aku lega....... gonna makes final call to my hubby.. hopefully dia dah siap keje dia........ letihhh larrr... bye!